Picking up her mess...

[marina7]

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Well I lost my cool on Sunday after W dropping D9 and S8,

W pick kids up on Friday, W made a comment as I was ready and getting ready because a friend was taking me out, I must say this friend has help me GAL btw this friend also got edible arrangements delivered to my home on Friday, well on Friday W was over looking my shoulders and seen the bag, W made a comment I know you are with someone, trust me I know your sleeping around ect ect... I just ignored and gave kids big hug and kiss..

Well well well when I thought I lost all respect for W she does something worse, on Sunday W text saying running late meet me here in the beginning of the BD, W would say jump I would respond how high. But I ignored text and had W bring them home but guess what W did you would be surprised as I read some stitch here and how some WAW don't care, W drop kids with OW, I wanted to flip out but kept my cool. I flip when I was hugging S9 and W grab him and said let's go I nicely said it wouldn't kill you for him to give me a 5min hug, W of course flip out saying this is Why we would never get back together this is why we are here, ect ect ect... I realised she telling me in Spanish you don't realize how much I love you, but says in English this is why we never getting back.. hmmmm OW doesn't speak Spanish, I replied yes I know I know you Hate Me, We never getting back everything wrong in life is my fault. W eyes got watery as I said bye and slammed door.

D9 is nervous d9 says while OW was driving us home she wanted to vommit because she thought OW would say something or I would flip I hugged D9 and S8 and said I won't. D9 said W was questioning them saying I know your mom dating, ya lie like her and through the weekend was asking them about me. And W used the word sex to d9 saying I know your mom sleeping around.ect. I wanted to confront W but W expects me to flip out in the last 4 month's I haven't reacted to anything she does am no longer shock,

Still trying to get S9 back home. He looks tired exhausted and I could see the changes in him.

My GAL has been amazing My new friend is really helping me see things differently, new friend knows everything she says she is here for just support. I went to movies, walk and conversated I have to say I didn't think of W at all.

My question I ask myself over and over is W left,walk over have said horrible things from i love you but not in love, to I should have died. Why be angry if they see there Exes moving on