Still here. Still not detached... (Part 2)

[Chris73]

So depressed today. Great weekend with the kids but felt burdened by the impending life changes headed our way over the next three months. Tried to push it away and focus on the present moment, but reminders pop up everywhere. Lots of tearing up moments.

Did some GAL last night at the blues jam, but I'm sure all of you know that feeling when you KNOW getting out and socializing is good for you but your heart's just not in it.

I just feel so effing lonely. I know that I have my family and my kids to fill some of the empty spaces, but that's not the kind of lonely I'm talking about.

I have a busy day so I'm going to have to push through this if I want to be productive. IC at lunchtime. Gym after work. Divorce Care after gym.

Happy Monday everyone!