Just an update on my sitch. My lawyer emailed me the divorce paperwork on Friday for me for review. Prior to that everything with me was just fine. But that all seemed replaced with sadness when I saw W and my name's on the top of the paperwork. The feeling of failure came over me. Especially realizing just how simple are issues were compared to other people's sitches.
I know exactly where you're coming from. I cried like a baby when I got a copy of the actual filing. I still feel like a failure sometimes, and I always feel like I've failed my little girl even though I don't feel like the M could have been saved.
There's nothing wrong with being sad. There's nothing wrong with missing your W, despite what she's done to you. Feel your pain, pick yourself back up, and remember that tomorrow is another day and tomorrow is another chance to make your life that much better.
