Help needed from Far-east.

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Right after I finished last post (before I read yours, of course). My wife said that we need to talk.
She asked me if I'm seeing anyone as she saw me spent time on Iphone and computer more than usual. She said

- It seemed like I've moved on because I didn't invited her to join any activities in last two day.
- She want to pay me for working with her for 15 yrs and also the salary from now on(as a business partner).
- She will come to store less because she feel rejected around me.
- Thank you for make it easy for her to make up her mind.
- I've never talked to her to try to solve the problems. Always left her guess my actions like I always do.
- I acted quiet and ignored her like I used to this was why we broke up.(She cried when she said this one)

I told her: I can't be happy with her one day and watch her walk away to OM the next day over and over again no more. BTW, This is what she want in the first place, Isn't she? Me stepping aside?

Then she asked me what would I want in our relationship from now.

I told her: I wasn't a good H. I accepted it. I hurt her feeling a lot in the past, sometime I meant it (stubbornness) sometime I didn't. If I can do it all over again, I definitely will do it differently. However, my chance has passed me by because you are in the new relationship now. So, I will be here take care our business, our daughter. And wish that one day I will have a chance to make it all up to you again. She was crying very loud when I said this.

I also told her: I haven't seen anyone. I just read some of the article that help me get over the break up through the internet.

After I finished this sentence, she told me that I should get some sleep because I have a 3 hrs drive my daughter to school early morning tomorrow. We haven't talk since. (She is with OM as I speak)

Are you GAL at all?

Our store is open 7 days/week from 10-10. So I don't have much time GAL. However , I go to the gym almost everyday. It is not healthy, I knew.

Have you gotten either the Div Busting book or the Divorce Remedy book?

I read "DR" 3 times already.

I am not sure if I said it right or I shouldn't say it like this.

From scale 1 to 10. If I were 5 before this conversation with my wife last night. Do you think where am I now?