I have an inkling that 'Mrs Huddy' may have been reading some of my posts. Nothing concrete, but sometimes when I have posted something on here, her mood, reactions change. Well, if you are reading Mrs H, you know how much I still feel about you!
Not quite sure where we are on 'the journey'. All her cosmetic surgery is now done, and appears to now be healed. The latest purchase, is a private number plate for her car. It's as if everything I said was a waste of money, she's gone and done. If you're out of the UK, you can buy number plates that mean something to you. To me, they're just a plastic plate with letters on, but Mrs H always wanted one.
I thought she'd reached rock bottom when she dropped the kids off one day crying her eyes out, saying she couldn't cope etc. I sympathised, passed her tissues etc. and listened (the lighthouse), but in 48 hours she was different again. Is that a touch and go - I don't know and maybe Job could help with that one.
I've been working a lot. More work means more money to do things with the kids. Don't want any credit cards here! Also been hitting the gym more with extra weights. Hmmm, managed to get injured though, so are is very sore this week! Less gym more beer perhaps Not interested in dating or all that right now. Of course I miss carnal adventures, but, I can't really commit to anything like that.
Weekend away at the end of the month, so that should be good. Can't think of anything else I can do to push this along. I can see some positive signs from her (eye contact, saying hello and goodbye, texting me odd things), but haven't shown any excitement - right or wrong? Not sure.
Anyway, bye for now
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015
Not interested in dating or all that right now. Of course I miss carnal adventures, but, I can't really commit to anything like that.
