Some more sad news today. D10 visited with SO a couple days ago. They went to get their nails done together. By word of mouth, it got back to me that D10 confided that she is feeling bummed out being around me, that I am unattentive and depressed. This is some pretty devastating news. D10 is all I have in the entire world now. I have to pull myself up out of this mire, and get my Sh!t together! I have to get my head screwed on straight, pull out of this depression and despair and be there for my daughter......My sitch has now moved to a whole new level.
