today I'm back at the retaining wall, I've been working on. It's starting to take shape. This is a project that I've been putting off for many years, and I think its only going to take me about 5 days to knock it out. My muscles are already sore, probably from lack of food and water over the last week. I've lost 12 pounds. I feel weak, but I am still digging holes, throwing timbers, pouring concrete and making progress. The hard work hasn't cleared my mind. I Still think about WAS, constantly. BUT, the hard work is giving me an outlet tho. Call it a mans gym. I know once its done it will give me a feeling of accomplishment......The wheels just keep on rolling...