Time. The days are going by, but as a whole it feels so slowly. I keep saying the last two months have felt like two years! I am doing my best to GAL - going to the gym, IC, when possible spending time with friends and family. I am feeling hopeful about a new course I am planning on taking to possibly start a side business. It is something I've wanted to do for a while and now seems like a good time to jump in. It will give me a great distraction, new potential income, meet some new people and just overall improve on myself.
I thank you for the Excel at Life site. I was struggling with how to more actively be introspective, really look at my part in the breakdown of our marriage and find ways to make changes. This will be a good place to start. I'm all about the reading that leads me to think.
I was so not ready for this. Just a few days before H left, we had a normal weekend - had a nice dinner at a new restaurant, took care of house stuff together, watched tv together. Just normal married stuff, until I picked at him and he got mad. I know if it wasn't this time it was going to be another.
I do choose to get back up, I just wish it was a bit easier and I wish it wasn't alone.
M:43 H:44 M:10 T:14 S:26 BD:7/21/17 H files for D:7/31/17 (haven't been served) PA:8/30/17
