Sophene I just noticed you left me something, thank you that's actually what I wanted to talk about:)
So next week is a year since W left. She has been having the affair for over 14 months now. I was all bent out of shape about her going on that cruise about 3 weeks ago that actually while and after it happened I wish she would have just lived on the boat! It was a nice feeling, like she didn't even exist. I'm pretty close to being detached now. Not much desire to speak with her. She said she really missed talking to me while on her cruise and was scared I would never talk to her again. I just told her that I cant control her. Day after she gets back is our 2 year anniversary. I took it really well, she texts me saying she's very sad and misses me and our dogs and my mom. I tell her I miss those times too and that was that.
I got back from my Vegas bachelor party on Monday. Had a blast with my friends. 95% of my friends and family live 45 to an hour away. Im getting very tired of waiting. Seeing my friends just made me want to move back home. Those guys, parents, aunts uncles live there and I miss seeing them. I know that's not very far but I think Im ready to move back. Im tired of waiting on W. I can see she's pretty miserable now and quite frankly I had enough. At least I think. I was going to let her file but she never seems to get around to it. Im ready to do it myself, the forms are quite simple.
30 years old, no kids and W stayed faithful in the M for 9ish months. I feel like I'm wasting time in Limbo and ready to start new. Any ideas, like waiting a month to see if I still feel the same? Been feeling this way for probably a month now but seeing a lot of my friends just intensified it.
M 1.5 years, her affair was before 1 year T 7 Years
