LOL.....yeah I am back on it. Home again with my oldest today who is still sick. Currently listening to a relationship podcast for my personal development.

So yeah...back to DBing. Just a frustrating day and when you think you have made changes, improved yourself but you get nothing back in return it is not a very rewarding path.

It's just so hard to imagine that she would ever get those feelings back. The only thing I can think of that is positive is that we are not doing things intentially to hurt one another. So I know she has not lost all respect for me or whatever feelings she may have lost which gives me some hope.

But yeah...I'm back smile


Married 14, Together 17
M: 44, W: 43, D: 8, D: 6
M: 46, W: 45. D: 10. D: 8 (CUR)
Bomb Dropped: 5/28/2017
Separation Date: 6/17/2017
Divorce Filed: 2/7/2018
Divorce Final: 4/12/2018