Well,

I decided to look up corporate policy on transfers. I cannot have a written warning within 6 months. Well, next week will be 6 months.

Bad news is someone who would be good for the job who used to work in our department but transferred (I am the one who took her place)wanted to apply and she asked our manager what she thought and she told her not to because the VP does not like her for some reason. she knew this, I don't know what their beef is, but she didn't think she had a chance.

So, I can just ask and risk suffering rejection. But there is part of me that is filled with fear that this is the wrong move for D10. I am a little scared that maybe this job will cause me to not be as present or if I mess it up somehow, then I have a problem. I feel selfish moving out of a cushy role with good income.

However, this role I have a feeling is also mucho dinero.

So much on the table right now.