Divorce and Acceptance- Part 2

[Pax_luv]

Hi guys,
Hope this week starts off beautifully for you all.

I feel so incredibly stupid. I tried to open an email dialogue about my dog with ex and it was a huge mistake. Well #1, I had to inform him of something re:dog, and I used it as an opportunity to open the dialogue about better coordination of dog care...which he shot down and then shot at me.

I'm just trying to collaborate on the dog's overall care and he basically rips me a new one. I can't get into it here...But apparently I'm an awful dog parent for removing the dog from his home. Wtf?!?!?!!?!

Stupid me woke up in the middle of the night to read his response and I'm just devastated. There will be no escaping his evilness, right? He's never gonna give up, right?

I don't have the nastiness in me to fight back and fight dirty. I never have.... I've been trying to move on from this relationship with grace and with my head held high, but he will stop at NOTHING to slam me and ensure that he wins.

What do I do? Seriously. I need help, please. He's a bully that won't go away.

I'm in bed clutching to my dog and sobbing my eyes out... Because I just have this fear that he might win. As crazy and far fetched as it first sounded.... I now truly fear that he will win and get full custody of the dog because of his twisted games.

I'm at such a loss.