Picking up her mess...

[marina7]

Journaling,

So this weekend W drop S9, finally I have all 3 kids until lawyer files, W hasn't been served yet.

So this is where I am stuck I see W changing last week W was very nice I could see some spark in her eyes not that dead look she had. This weekend W drop s9 and ask will you be selling a car as I have two cars paid for I of course just said no and kept it short, like 30min later I receive a text saying "Why do you always think the worse" I was shock and my friends say her conscious is getting the best of her, I really wanted to text her back and say Really are you asking me that must I write it down for you to see why am like walking on egg shell's but no I simply vented to my friends and never replied.

The kids and I had an amazing weekend from them riding bikes,doing smores to going over a friends house bbq and pool to ending our weekend with a bang. So W text saying can she come an hr early to pick S9 and said PLEASE. I of course just replied Yes I been keeping our conversation 1 or 2 words if we have too. While picking S9 W hugged d9 and s8 and her eyes got watery and kids ran off, W stared and said wow you lost lots of weight PLEASE stop is there anything I can do, do you need anything I of course said no but thank you as I was closing door W said, I love you so much I adore you. I of course replied I wish you could believe that. W said I do I know what and who I love and is you. I just stared and said ok,W lean over to hug and kiss I turn my face and gave W a half hug. I could tell she felt the difference. W said have a good night. S9 ran and hugged me and tears are now running down my face for HIM I said to s9 see you soon. Btw s9 knows i am bringing him home he knows that am fighting for him and he has stated he ready to be home. W just stared and put her head down.

Now what I struggle with is the rollercoaster ride Friday she was asking if i wss selling a car and W guard was up. And today a total different person, W also brought up the cars W said am sorry if it came off like to sell them i said yes it did, and am not sure what to expect because you always ready to fight with me W acknowledge and Apologise and said am truly sorry.

Let's see what next weekend might be because she'll be getting served this week. W said I'll see you Friday and smiled. Now am keeping fingers cross.

I'll take any advice how to approach after Wgets served with custody for S9, anyone gone through this.