Hey skm! Thank you for your kind words. I know you are right in saying that H needs to figure this out for himself. I just winds if be already has and has decided that he is happier without me. IDK, the linger this goes on, the less hope I have. However it's good to get an insight into his your H felt.

Journaling: had a fantastic day yesterday with my two younger Sisters. We went to a local wine festival and did our very best to try all the wines on offer although eventually we had to admit defeat!

Nothing more from H after he told me he had transferred some money to me to pay for the hedge cutting. I really hate all this contact. It undoes all my hard work of detaching and then H just goes back to treating me like I don't exist. I was thinking today that the next text I get from him, if it is not important, I'm going to just ignore it. It will be a 180 for me and it will be a taste of his own medicine!

Happy Sunday everyone!!

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')