LRT is my 180

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W has only seen the 'transmission reports' on the cell carrier's website. No content. Texts are deleted fwiw.

No offence taken, I need to learn to think about these other perspectives. Might seem strange, but I feel kinda ok w/ the recent snooping, like I'm in her head a little. (also heard last night from D22 that W claims to not be sleeping well lately). Part of me wishes there were a few more strange, unidentified numbers in my contacts for her to see, not just friends, family, and co-workers whom she knows. There's actually one recent contact in there she won't recognize; someone I did a little carpooling with for a class I'm currently taking. Maybe a dozen texts or so, and 1 call I think. Wondering what W thinks of that one. Is that weird of me?

I know that if/when we reconcile, transparency is actually not much of a problem on my end. I've never hidden my phone from her, and she knows its passcode. Normally I have had very little to hide and should prob have been just a little more mysterious anyway lol.