It's not something she finds attractive, obviously. And it's not enhancing any feeling of attraction.
Spend the money & look your best. This is a no brainer.
Otherwise what you are really doing is imposing your needs onto her, even when she has made her distaste quite evident.
Sorry to say, (really). But you are not the victim here.
The good news is that you are empowered to change this.
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