I 100% know they do not know each other. I would have thought that as pursuing so that is why I didn't say anything to that effect and just sloughed it off as she could have him. H and I talked a bit about the r last night via text. Nothing specific but I can tell he is still hurt and light years away from coming home. He just won't let go. Like I said. He is now grasping onto anything to keep being angry over me. Even a mutual friend sees it. And mentioned it. My IC wants me to broach the subject of him taking the kids an extra night/ evening during the week. Since he refuses to take them 50/50. He says he can't find a house big enough for all of them live comfortably. Which is in correct. There are lots of houses out there. But I don't force the subject yet. So that is why my IC told me to ask him to take them an extra evening. So he can do some of the driving for the kids instead of it resting all on my shoulders. He was doing some complaining last night about having to split assests. Everything he worked for gone. In the past I have said that he should think about coming home then. But that is considered pursuing. I said instead that I always hoped that it would never come to this point. That we could work things out. But he seems adamant on this divorce and this is the next logical step. I also said I was a bit tired of him giving me grief over the division of assets in a divorce that he wants and I don't. I was patient and did not speak from emotion. Or at least I don't think I did. I guess basically part of me has given up. It's a long hard road. And do I wait for him and waste more time or do I just move forward. It's also a long lonely road and I miss having a partner to talk about my day with and spend time with. And his anger of me is really wearing me down. I am the best I can be. And like I said he still finds issues to be angry about.
