So weird thing came up at work today. Some customer asked me and my office assistant If H was single. We've never seen this lady before. So my office assistant who knows my story says no my H is not single and I am his wife. This woman blushes and changed the subject. I walk out of the office and she asks my office assistant how my and Hs relationship is. I come in the middle of the this conversation and tell this weird, b@llsy woman that she can have him. H walks in and she tells him that I told him she could have him. Because she was wondering if he was single. H goes is that right? The woman finishes her business and leaves. She was not a looker of any kind. Her outfit was complete with compression socks. My office assistant and I are speechless about this woman hahaha my H does not know what to think. We are appalled at her behaviour. Anyways. Here's the good part. Back 6 months ago. I would have been so jealous. I would have freaked on Hs head for no reason. But today I didn't care. Not at all. It was such a light feeling. I'm going to bed tonight feeling ok for today's win. For at least today I felt normal and ok with my whole situation. And one day I can't wait for a day to stretch into every day.
On the h and I front I continue to be happy and casual. My old self. And now I see h grasping onto his anger. Anything to get angry about, even if it's not my fault. Just so he can stay in his little world validating why I am such a bad person. And you know what. Now that I know that. His opinions make me laugh. Because I know what he's doing. And it's pathetic. And no longer holds any power over me.
