Well I made it through our anniversary with minimal overwhelming emotions. Nc from my W which I expected, further proof she is gone. Hopefully my NC with her as well resignated with her that I am giving in emotionally. I know its not supposed to be for her but it does give me some satisfaction that I didnt reach out. I honestly felt no desire. Had a good GAL evening at the gym, now I am just home chilling and relaxing.

Stay strong everyone! You can do it!


Married 14, Together 17
M: 44, W: 43, D: 8, D: 6
M: 46, W: 45. D: 10. D: 8 (CUR)
Bomb Dropped: 5/28/2017
Separation Date: 6/17/2017
Divorce Filed: 2/7/2018
Divorce Final: 4/12/2018