Ive really had a good week up until this morning. I moved back in on Saturday, have been detached since then. Only responding to texts and questions and not asking any of my own. Last night I went to bed early as I was just tired of hearing my wifes phone going off with text messages. I didn't show it though, I just took some tylenol PM, said goodnight and hit the sack figuring a new day was coming. This morning I seemed to have woke up angry. I'm not sure if Im angry with her again for what is happening or because she isn't spending any time with the kids. I get not spending time with me, she hates me but the kids getting left out of her life has been upsetting. Maybe I'm anticipating another weekend and that has me down. Anyway, I figured i would snap out of it but I really haven't. I re-read the do's and dont's again and that always helps and I'll probably do that one more time right before she gets home. It helps me put a smile on my face even if its just for show. I am very early in all of those compared to everyone else and I dont see how people can do it so long. I'm tempted to ask my wife if she would give me full custody shocked Highly doubt she would say yes and it would prob back track any progress that was made but if she did say yes I would have no problem just filing and not looking back. I'll keep my mouth shut but I just wanted this forum to know my thoughts...its my way of venting. Therapy I guess

Me: 43
Wife: 37
2 Kids: (8yr old B, 5yr old G)
OM Discovered Mid Aug '17