Thanks L, I appreciate it. I do have some sadness and anger which I know is part of the process. I know she won't reach out or if she does it will be in an in-direct way, maybe to talk about something else, to see if I take the bait. I know if I do contact her I will take a step back with my efforts to make her feel I am still waiting and I don't want to be in that position.
I agree tomorrow is a new day! 1 step in front of the other,1 day at a time and do not look too far in the future!!
What plans do you have for 10/2? I thought about taking myself out to eat tonight and potentially engaging in some random conversations .
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