Thanks LP.....in many ways I feel as though my sitch is boring and emotionless compared to others. Maybe that is a good thing, IDK but it feels weird at times.
I have enjoyed going to church with my D's, I will admit I was that guy at first that my W would drag along. Since is moved out though I have really taken ownership of it. This Sunday I am even responsible for bringing a breakfast casserole to bible study. This should be interesting.........
I have mixed emotions this morning as today is our 14 yr anniversary. I did feel some anger and sadness as I drove into work today but overall I feel pretty good. I am pretty positive that I won't hear from her today and I know I will not be reaching out to her.
When I sit back and think I still wonder how we got to this place. It is truly amazing, I never would have envisioned this for us. I remember when she first told me I could see the anger in her face. It was crazy because I had no idea where it all came from and still don't. It is hard to believe that I shared 16 years of my life with this person, children, vacations, etc. and what I see now looks like a shell of the person I used to love.
Anyway, on with the rest of my day Gonna hit the gym after work and then I need to mow my backyard. FUN FUN! I got my haircut last night, so feeling pretty good about that. I went to a new place, got the straight razor shave and the eyebrow wax! There is no shame in my game!
Gonna hit the gym after work and then I need to mow my backyard. FUN FUN! I got my haircut last night, so feeling pretty good about that. I went to a new place, got the straight razor shave and the eyebrow wax! There is no shame in my game!