MLC or WAS... either way, I'm here

[LAJar]

I can't really afford the house on my own. If he's not willing to pay the mortgage, I can only do so for another 2 months. I don't see any other alternative other than getting a roommate, which I don't think he'd go for. He wants to keep the house if I'm not (over my dead body will he play house w/ OW in what should have been my house). So if we're at a stalemate, it seems the only alternative is to sell.

To be honest, I have been getting the house ready to sell only because we were already doing renovations. When he left I continued in order to protect the value of the house. However, I will not clean up his mess. He can do that all by himself. He's taken a lot of his things with him but has left a lot at the house. I'm not a fool, he'll have to worry about that.

Why, why, why??? Because he has another OW, and things are great outside of his wife, my son, the house, his sister, his father, life responsibilities and anyone/thing else he feels is giving him grief. I ask myself why? all the time.