It is difficult sometimes to feel so alone. Believe me, I KNOW! Surely you could find someone to watch D10 so that you could go on your trip. Getting away would probably do you good.
I don't even know if it helps to say this, but you are definitely not alone in your thoughts and feelings. I dare say many of us have gone through similar emotions during our time of divorce and recovery. Sometimes life is just hard and being an adult $uck$!
Take it one day at a time, G, and it will get better. Until then, hang in there and try to focus on the good. You know that old saying "fake it til you make it!"
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids
