Hi Roist, once again thank you so much for your wise words. It is amazing how you can see the pattern and I really couldn't before this but now I see you are right.

Tonight I am really struggling as I just want to talk to him but I know that will be too much pressure. I miss just talking with him about my day as he and I work in the same industry he would understand.

I'll just leave him for now and hopefully the pleasant interactions we just had will make him want to come back for more. Mostly I think that he just doesn't want to be married so all of this will be for nothing... :0(

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')