Glad you are getting out soon. We still have to meet up when your feeling better!
I think its easy to know this intellectually, but not truly feel it...But Im gonna say it anyway. Not being in a relationship with someone does not mean you are not worthy of love. Just like being in a relationship with someone does not mean you are worthy of love and partnership. (Women fall in love and marry serial killers while they are in jail!!! They are certainly not worthy of it, but for some reason some crazy person decides to fall for them) A lot of being in a relationship is a matter of timing, practicality, and attraction between both people. Timing, practical matters, and attraction are not factors that make someone worthy or not worthy.