When H and I would fight, I would blame him and he would take it and not call me out on my nonsense. It only happened a few times before. My H is very bad at communicating and almost never told me when something was wrong.
I know I have my faults but he never really voiced the problems in the M. He repeated that it was that fight on vacation that he couldn't stop thinking about and made him not want to be with me anymore. I did also work on the M, not as much as I should've but I'm writing the things I did wrong so you can have a better understanding.
I am working on myself. I admit that when I get mad I get mad for a couple of hours. We didn't fight that much unlike what you all seem to think. I find it just very hard to detach because we used to be always together. I think I've done some progress but I know there's along way to go.
Anyways I found out today that H and OW are in a PA. I was GAL for a week now without talking to H but now I am devastated. He doesn't seem to be having any remorse and any thoughts about me and our M....
