Not much new to report. Maybe AS can drop by to deliver a thought provoking 2x4
My L and STBWX's L have been talking about scheduling mediation, but nothing's firm yet. I'm not looking forward to the legal side of things. Especially since I'm reading the book on splitting from someone with BPD and NPD. It's just so sad that our life together has come to this.
But in spite of that, I do feel like I'm getting better emotionally, bit by bit.
It's weird, but I think my ability to enjoy music is a good indicator of mood. After BD, I couldn't even listen to music for about a month. My brain just couldn't even deal with it. I slowly started listening more, but had to avoid anything sad that might set me off. Now I find I can listen to the sad songs too - they touch me but they don't bring on the tears.
Me-47,XW-43 S13,S16 M:18 BD:4-23-17 W filed:7-17-17 (5 months of in-house separation hell) W moved out:1-6-18 D granted:2-15-18 Decree signed:3-29-18
