W wants a Divorce.. Again

[lostrig]

Need some advice..

I've posted that I have accepted that my MR may be at the end. Iv'e taken a lot of steps to line up my future and career these past few weeks and I guess my W has taken notice. She has been texting and calling me more often the last few days. Now most of what she has been communicating is about the D but it feels like she is temp checking to see where I'm at with everything. Almost as if she is throwing it out there just to get a response from me. I woke up to a text she sent me last night after I had gone to sleep that she was "blown away" by how excited I seemed to be leaving our team and starting with a new team.

W came home this morning and told me she was sorry for all of the negative comments she has been making towards me. She continued by telling me of all my great qualities at the same time she was diminishing herself and her own worth. At one point she teared up and almost cried. Most of what she was saying was that she never felt loved by me and I was only in the marriage because I was afraid to leave her and my S.
All I could do was validate while this conversation was happening but it took all my strength to not want to reach out and comfort her. I actually felt like she wanted me too. I really don't know what to make of it but for the first time she actually showed some emotion over this.