So it is the third day since my little mini-epiphany about being thankful for what I have and basically ignoring the whole W thing, and it has worked so far. I know this is a roller coaster, "Caution: Feeling Subject to Change", but right now I'm looking forward to this whole thing being over. I don't feel a tinge of snark when seeing other people's lovey dovey Facebook posts anymore.
W went out at 6:00 or so last night, last minute, and didn't come home until after 3:00; but I don't seem to care too much about that, so I am happy with that emotional response. I'm going out with a friend tonight, and the W has plans for tomorrow again. We leave for a week long vacation to Florida next Friday that was planned before BD, with three other families. I'm really looking forward to it and so are my boys.
M: 41 W: 41 Married 2003 2 boys 9 & 6 Bomb Dropped May 2017