It's probably just part of the roller coaster. Your too early in to be detached completely.
You're probably right but having gone through this already with her last year, it just feels different this time. I already accepted that my M was most likely over so I'm hoping the acceptance will be easier the second time around.
Me: 42 W: 47 S: 10 M: Almost 10 in Oct T: 15 1st BD: Feb 2016 Divorce Filed: Mar 2016 Separated: Mar 2016 Reconciled: Oct 2016 2nd BD: Aug 2017