W wants a Divorce.. Again

[lostrig]

Yesterday I had a meeting that I had been concerned about as I haven't been eating or sleeping very well. I've had a hard time maintaining focus and losing my train of thought.

The meeting went really well and as I was driving home something just came over me. I felt this weight lifted from my shoulders and I realized that I was going to be OK regardless of my MR. I have so much to be thankful for in my life and that my W nor my MR define me as a man. I literally just started to smile and that was the first time I have smiled in a while.

I came home and consumed more calories in a sitting than I have in a while. W came home and I could tell she was in a mood and started making negative comments so I wen't to my room and watched a little TV. Fell asleep, slept through the night and woke up feeling great this morning.

I'm sure it's part of this roller coaster but I'm tired of worrying about a MR my W no longer wants.