LRT is my 180

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I'm beginning to get the feeling this NC will become a game of chicken, or a staring contest if you prefer.

She has always been way more stubborn than me. She will win this. I will blink. IDK when, but I will. And she knows it.

This is going to become, 'at what point do I reach out, why, and how?' And 'have I waited long enough that maybe her heart has softened just a little?' vs 'have I waited too long and she's completely tuned into the new life?'

I want to vomit.