I'm new to the process as well even though I went through it once already last year. I guess we just could't put the pieces back together they we needed to.
Right now it seems that the bad days outweigh the good and any little memory can get me down.
Stay strong! It will get better.
Me: 42 W: 47 S: 10 M: Almost 10 in Oct T: 15 1st BD: Feb 2016 Divorce Filed: Mar 2016 Separated: Mar 2016 Reconciled: Oct 2016 2nd BD: Aug 2017