LRT is my 180

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Down day today, knowing D22 will be seeing W. Some days I feel detaching is going well, others not so much.

D22 is supposed to deliver W her bills fwiw. Hoping it's a reality check for W.

I know I haven't been DBing long at all, but already it's like watching paint dry at times. Will I have the patience for this? Doesn't W know that I'm still partially attached by the mere fact I'm not filing for D?

Sometimes I wonder if I'm better off just filing, getting it done, and making myself available for when I come across someone who actually wants to be with me.

Struggling to keep the faith today.