W wants a Divorce.. Again

[lostrig]

Gosh this is brutal! Saturday after her 3 hour disappearing act on her day with our S we didn't speak at all the entire day. Yesterday morning she was in a horrible mood and I was preparing to leave for the store to get a few items for dinner. She completely lit into me and telling me how awful I was. I tried to keep my cool and not say anything back but I finally lost it and let her know what my current thoughts of her are. It escalated into a huge argument where I broke just about every DB rule in the book and took a major step backwards. Does she truly hate me this much or is this her dealing with her own struggles and taking it out on me? She was bringing up things from 15 years ago to point out how bad of a person I am.