So after I slept on my feelings and reading what 25 had to tell me, I noticed that I haven't detached look I should have. I haven't given detachment it's full time and due process.

I realize like 25 said that I was worried about W reaction to what I was doing.

Now I realize that I have to forget about what she thinks or does. I have to do this for myself and enter a world that she isn't present.

Onward and Upward.

M:37 W:37
T:11 M:10
S17, S13, S10, S4
BD:06/28/17
OM confirmed 07/20/17
Recon the M 10/29/17
Working hard:2gether

Onward and forward

This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.