Maybe Things are settling?

[Ggrass]

So another change of seasons and babies are around the corner.
One foal this year, as winter doesn't want to leave I'm glad it's now not due for another couple of months.

Xh2 continues to send messages I need to contact him and go see him. Via third parties, like um nope. I have reached that point where really it's not worth my time I feel nothing but Indifference. Which the ic said is actually the opposite of love. Go figure
The fact he whined about me paying his legal because he wants to be right and have another whine. Maybe I should have sent him cheese to have with his whine!

I'm not sure what he thinks he has to gain. Playing stupid games.
He seems to still think he has power which is odd, but each to their own crazed ideas I guess.

Once things are done what real power would he have?
And who the bloody hell cares?

I can't help now feeling some sympathy for his mental health which is obviously mlc odd.
No more or no less than those sad folks you see with tea cosies on their head or complaining of the voices or aliens.
The ow woman is known " as that one xh2 is with! "
So she known as his appendage sad for her too. With no rights or Identity I remeber now that so clearly, and it feels great to have left that behind.

Me I now just seem to have money, always in my wallet, unlike before when it used to walk. I never have to phrase things to frame them in acceptable and appropriate ways.
It's just nice to be free of the rules to breathe and not worry.
Next holiday is booked a cruise again and I cannot wait. I'm not dreading it, I'm exicited and the before and after contrast is so stark even now.

I know the decision wasn't mine and early on I didn't agree but boy he did me a huge huge favour. He gave me so many gifts, he didn't realise.