So last night was another wake up call for me. I now know I wont be going out like I'm 22. It was active downtown Austin on 6th Street but that's not my screen scene anymore. I talked to a few women, it was cool bit I could tell I was talking out of some type of retaliation. I didn't like how I felt when I woke up this morning.

My wife talked to the OM yesterday. I'm saying because how she talked to him. She called him on the house phone. She knows I check the house phone and it seems to me she's trying to stir me up. She is careful how she talks to him. I almost went to talk to her about it. Then I read what Jack2beans wrote.

She thought I was out with another woman, maybe she's is trying to get me upset. I'm going to ignore and enjoy my day.

Staying strong. I wont react.

Has anybody else experience a situation like this.


M:37 W:37
T:11 M:10
S17, S13, S10, S4
BD:06/28/17
OM confirmed 07/20/17
Recon the M 10/29/17
Working hard:2gether

Onward and forward

This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.