I need a meeting. I work a fairly rigorous D.A. program, but could stand to at least phone into an Alanon meeting right now. When he's not in my face, it's so much easier to just work on me. Have been listening to my Audible Codependency book... Melody's latest.
It's funny a much-loved neighbor is from our local Alanon mtg. God's way of reminding me... wink, wink, nudge, nudge...
While I am working to focus on myself and my mom, business, kids, life, etc... It hasn't escaped me that I always suspected this MLC had something to do with my former MIL. Almost as if ol' what's his name needed to push the limits to the very edge, to see if our love was conditional like his mothers. Interesting to me that he cuts her from his life, and slowly moves in our direction. Plus, I also know OW has many similar qualities to his mom... unstable, angry, extremely controlling, needy, depressed...
Anyway... just got me thinking. Back to my own life now.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
