Count on ups and downs (IV)

[WillDo]

I want to feel good. I have read over again and will do again. I will change. That is why I chose therapy again despite the cost and the ongoing disrespect of my wife. She sees it as waste of money and tginks I should spend it at getting a better place. I can't respond still but hoping that I will get the mindset. Still finding acting as if useful. Makes me less tense.