Hey Ownit and AP, thanks for visiting!

Ownit, yes it's getting easier but very bittersweet. I still love him very much but I know I can't say anything to him even though I want to so much.

AP, thank you so much for the hug, I really do need it at the moment. My H used to give me the best hugs and I miss them so much.

Still not into the mani-pedi I'm afraid and I have the worst nails ever! I am really looking forward to my make up lesson though!

Sending hugs to all my DB friends and thinking of all who are affected by this terrible hurricane. My thoughts and prayers are with you all...

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')