I'm trying to model restraint and calm now after I joined this site. I haven't had or initiated any P/A texts with WW since I first posted. This week I've really only initiated contact regarding DD's or financial matters.
I'm also trying to regain WW's respect as I've been the A typical Nice Guy conflict avoider peacekeeper don't rock the boater pretty much our whole marriage. Sandi refers to it as retrieving my man parts back from her because she pretty much controlled everything in the MR. I never properly led the MR or the family.
I'm somewhat conflicted because I don't want her to be away from DD's but at the same time I shouldn't have to leave the house because I'm not the one who:
Wants to separate/divorce Pursued multiple OM's while living under this roof
I've already told her I'm not leaving...now if I capitulate I'm sacrificing my convictions and beliefs just to keep the peace and that will cause me to lose respect for myself which in turn will cause her to lose even more respect for me.
