Okay - so I quickly went back and read some of your earlier posts to get a handle on your sitch.
She's not leaving, but wants to live a single life and have her own apartment - that's classic living in either a fantasy affair or there is someone already.
Looks like MC sessions aren't helping and her wanting to be your friend is not helping you either.
You're still in the marital bed with her but nothing going on right? Is that working for you?
So, what are you going to do?
Yes she has said that she misses having her own place so that she doesn't have to worry about anyone but her.
The MC sessions ended in the 2nd session when she refused to contribute so the MC said that he couldn't help her if she wouldn't talk to him. I'm still going. He basically told me to GAL and leave her behind.
Yes we are still in the marital bed with her hugging her side.
What am I going to do? I still want her back no matter what has happened. Essentially she says she wants to leave, my MC says to let her go and yet I am still hanging on in misery. The sad fact is that even this misery is nothing compared to my single life before her. I had one serious girlfriend when I was 19 who broke my heart so I didn't even try to date for the next decade. When I was 30 another girl came into my life who left me 3 months later. I then spent the next 3 years dating every POS on the internet and it was so awful that I swore off dating. A few years later my future wife who was a former co-worker met me for dinner. We talked as friends for a month and then began dating. Our relationship was wonderful and we were both so happy. Within 2 years we were married. 3 years into the marriage my Dad died unexpectedly and I fell apart. The W had to do everything for me but goto work. This went on for about 6 months. Appx a year after that was the bomb drop. She has said that she just couldn't handle it all and I wasn't there to support her. She's telling the truth. Her BD was my wakeup call. I've put my life back together and I'm better than ever. I just want another chance at what we had. To make things worse, I am an only child and the passing of my father is also the end of my family. I literally have nobody but her and her family. I'm scared to death of being alone again and will not go back to internet dating. So what am I doing? Getting trampled upon and putting up with it.
BD: 5/28/17 "We're like roommates, there is no passion anymore" Early October she is moving out so she can "think about what she really wants in life" 10/22/17 She's gone
