Stay in the present if you look too far in advance your sitch will seem impossible. Live in the present, take it a day at a time. You got through today now get through tomorrow.
I did not intentionally think about it till I saw xmas stuff at walmart.
It already seems impossible. The deck is stacked against me so much.
Married 9: Together 11 M:37 W:35 S:2 D:7 Bomb dropped 6/3/2017 W moved out 7/1/2017 Separation Filed: 8/1/2017 Modified to Divorce: 8/21/2017 Divorced: 10/5/2017