Loosining my grip on my handful of water is how I see it. I see that no matter how tight my grip, in opening my hand I had controlled nothing...and nothing is what I am left with. Letting the water sit cradled in the cup of your hand, sloshing here and there...you get to hold it as long as you want.
Beautiful analogy - I will try to keep that in the forefront of my mind.
Re: your post a few pages back re: the glamour - I think that you are so much more aligned with your true self - not who you tried to be as a wife/mother but your authentic self that people are seeing your beautiful soul.
Just my $.02
it's a joy to watch you truly come into your own Cil. I wish we could connect out side of here. I have a feeling we'd get along famously. xoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
