Hi

I'm not trying to be funny, but this really does confuse me.

This morning you were absolutely adamant it was nothing but a friendly meet up.

You wrote a whole paragraph on how it meant nothing.

Either it wasnt a date (like you have told us it wasnt) or you knew it was a date and you dont want to admit it.

If it wasnt a date, you wouldnt contact a potential friend you had just met and had lots of fun with, because a person on the internet told you to.