Living in limbo and hating it

[Painful]

Hi Painful, I wish I could tell you how to wipe those thoughts out of your head. Who do you have to vent your stress and thoughts? Have you considered talking to a counselor who might be able to advise you?

There were more people earlier like family and friends. But as time goes by, they become less and less interested in rehashing the same sitch plus I don't want to upset them even more than what they went through when the A was first uncovered. Currently I see a counselor once per week where we talk about the sitch and my frustrations but his "help" seem to only last a short time.