I have read your story, wow I honestly was one of those people who laugh when they said midlife crisis I thought it was a saying... I could sit here and be a spoke person and say that the LBS we go through the hell am not sure how doctors are not considering this a problem like any other diseases. I have lost all hope I am in a mourning process I honestly have told myself if my W was dead there's nothing I could have done besides crying and moving on with life. I know for me to heal I have told myself if she wasn't here on earth what would you do which is mourn... I give us all credit..
I could use all the friends if anyone wants to FB me or skpe talk God knows I could use all the support this is a nightmare we are all living.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9
