Holding, I never lost it in front of her...mostly because I'm in so much disbelief. I haven't resorted to begging, but I have tried to talk her off of the ledge in the past, which I'm not doing right now. I'm not talking about the R at all.
Was just talking to my religious leader, and he observed that perhaps she's waiting for me to just coordinate the entire D. There's something to that. I'm good at organizing events and things, but I will not organize this because it's not what I want. She can't browbeat me into moving this forward.
